infant loss

FIGHTING THROUGH MISCARRIAGE

FIGHTING THROUGH MISCARRIAGE

Have you ever felt like you literally just wanted to crawl outside of your body?

Like you’re just so disgusted by what’s happening within you that you want to escape it? That’s exactly how I feel going through a NATURAL MISCARRIAGE. There was not much physical pain (in the beginning), just lots of blood and heartache. My mind was foggy for a while trying to grasp what was taking place. I was present but not present. Just dazed. One moment we were celebrating our pregnancy and excitedly accepting our new beginning, and within days I was in the Emergency Room being told by the Dr., “I’m sorry but I don’t have good news.” Urine test, Blood work, ultrasound...no baby. Just like that GONE! I knew there wouldn't be a miracle taking place THIS time.